It is amazing to me, how I can listen to one song and moments of my life flash before me. The first time you kissed me, when you told me that I mattered, when we laughed so hard I cried. Every one of these scenarios with a different person. Every person being someone I can't let go of.
It is amazing to me, how I thought forever would last, or how I couldn't imagine my life without you, but I am still here...and you're not. You never know what day is your last with a person, until she's saying she's moving, or until he's telling you that he may have met the one...And you feel like you've just been punched in the gut.
"Why couldn't that have been with me?"
You're screaming on the inside, but trying as hard as possible to be supportive on the outside, because he's one of your best friends, and you just want him to be happy.
You move on, but things keep happening, people keep leaving, and you shut your other friends out.
2014 will be over soon, and maybe everything will pass.
It's amazing, how the songs I was listening to while writing this effected the outcome.
Goodnight
