Well we have hit a new low now. I have had notifications for a lack of work in two of my classes, that should be three to be honest. I have started writing my on alternate universe and I find myself turning to alcohol more and more.
And I realize all of that sounds super sad, but honestly I'm pretty okay. Maybe its just a denial stage, but as of now I am enjoying just laying around watching Bob's Burgers and taking late night drives to other towns.
I have a great friend Bryce at college and I wouldn't trade him for anything. Yes we may not push each other to be the best we can be, but we make sure that the other is never in trouble. We have each other's back and would like to see each other happy and I think that is a great deal.
I can't wait for spring break so that my pattern of doing nothing won't effect my education life...only ten more days.
For now I suppose I just wallow in my loneliness and distract myself with good times with the ol' pal Bryce. Life's not easy, but never has been. I'll move on, I'll make it. I will be okay...for now at least.
Here's hoping things smooth out before my next post.
