I'm home and I am stressed.
I start work on Monday and my schedule is hectic. I am worried that I am not going to get to see my friends as much as I'd like, because of how busy I will be. However, I am prepared to get my life in order. I am not fully sure of what I want or need, but I have an idea.
I will work M-F 8-5 stay out as late as my body lets me, and party when I can...which probably won't be often. I will eat healthier and try my hardest to spend time building my relationships with people. I am in this constant battle with myself between what is right. Should I go out and experience life while I am young, or get my shit together so I have things planned out when I am older.
Constant struggle. In other news I get to redo my room and I am going to decorate a room at our lake cabin. I am very excited about it. First step money, second step free time.
Overall, I was really hopeful for this summer and now I am just slightly excited.
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