On the plus side, I get to see many of my friends. The crazy part being friends that ages range from 15-23. I am at such a weird point in my life where I am supposedly transitioning into adulthood, although I have no idea what I am doing. I am supposed to go judge these high schoolers, looking like a composed adult that has their life together when in reality I'm worried that I am going to screw up just as much as they are. I am just going to try to keep focused and look as intimidating as possible. Eyes on the prize, the christmas money I will be receiving after this week.
Relating to that, I am already prepping for Christmas. The Christmas music has been playing for about a week now, as have the movies. I like to distract myself from reality and engulf myself in the holiday cheer. I saw a post on tumblr that is unbelievably accurate.
11 months out of the year: life is a train wreck.
in december: life is a polar express wreck.
except it's more november and december because I am nuts and enjoy avoiding all things school and life that are negative, by trapping myself in my room watching Christmas movie, after Christmas movie.
That's about wear I am right now in life. Nothing really feels great and stable, but I am distracting myself with Christmas. I am sure to mess something else up in the next couple of weeks, but I will do my best to sweep it under the rug.
Until next time, keep enjoying your hot cocoa as the months begin to chill!
